That actually took a lot more than you might imagine..
I told myself I never would. But how else am I supposed to counter that gut wrenching feeling? It tears me in more pieces than I can count. Seriously. I guess that has to mean something though. I can’t deal with it. That’s just who I am. You play my insecurity card and nothing I have can trump it. But nothing is ever going to be the same. My mind will always linger on those things. I can try and justify it but that just blows back up in my face. I’ll never be able to top that, ever. There’s no use in trying. So I’ll shy away in my own direction by myself. If you decide to follow make sure it’s by yourself. I don’t appreciate the extra company. Don’t be surprised if its hard for me to look either. My mind runs in weird directions and I’m not liking most of them at the moment. Give it time, sure. But make the mistake of thinking I’ll forget. I’ll never forget. Because I can’t..
Damn baby.. You frustrate me..
I know you’re mine,
All mine,
All mine..
But you look so good it hurts sometimes..
Ellie Goulding - High For This (The Weeknd cover)
- Interviewer: You don't seem like the type to be easily excited.
- Ab-Soul: That's just from growing up, you know what I mean. Can't get your hopes too high
